I'm sick of this shit!
Im gonna give up. For sure this time.
I supposed to have outgrown this a long time ago.
I Just want to swear. FUCK!
I hate how stupid I am becoming.
I can't even think straight
and cry for no apparent reason
and cry
for a stupid reason
I hate this
I'm
weak
foolish
and still I keep
waiting.
What is happening?
What
is
happening
?