It is fuggking Amnesia. Forgetting where I was, what I felt, what I thought.
Stopping a while to tie my shoe lace. On my way to saying something.
Exploring somewhere. Then. the intruding thought to take a photo.
typing an essay when the phone rings. The water boils. Your mother calls.
Watching the scenery on the MRT when the station interrupts the view.
Wandering around spaces in a daze when thoughts invade.
Sleeping like a good blackout when the dream arrives.
Full stops in the sentences.
All cosy and snuggled up in a womb when birth comes. With all that light, traumatic explosion of sounds, sensations and that unforgettable slap before pain can be recognized. So that everything is forgotten. Like exposing a roll of film to the sun.
Chewing food like mechanical mouths. Then swallowing.
Sprinting down the tracks when the finishing line stops
writing something. Then stopping to reread it.
tripping over something. Then hitting the ground.
Forgetting everything in an instant. And then re-run program again
Beginning a poem but forgot how it is suppose to end.
Then.
Remebers again.
Stacking all the fullstops together.
look at everyone and don't let things come into the way
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