An indecision
between longing
stability
and to lose it all
on wings
detached
on far
Distance
and time
An impossibility
to reduce the self
watching it unravel
like a film
illogical flow
A concrete shadow
pulsing
with live
experiences and songs
melted into the very core
of the insubstantial
A whirl of colour
uncaptured sensations
The self
which
defies the four dimensional
Immaterial
yet palpable
shattered glasses
a million pieces
crawling together again and again
smashed
again
Glasses are unbrokened
Trees ungrowned
Rewind and forward
Like a nonsensencial ramble from the mind of an insane that life is just the causes and effects the gravity pulls the apple falls the train moves by the power of the engine that things go forward towards a recognizable ened that rain falls when the clouds become full trying to make sense of all the small parts closing our eyes to the totality because we will become blind go insane we try to see the moments to moments find God's hand in things explain reasons
explain the moments
broken down
A segment
the sum total
unadditionable
indivisible
the divine gapes at its beauty
the comdemned weeps at its unfanthomability
time moves backward
is stataionary
everymomentIam renewed
everymomentIam unborned
like a blankered screen
I-self is erased
I
unbroke silence
disproved my existence
confirmed the moment